Friday, August 26, 2005
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Oh my god... My english paper fall on my birthday... no party for me, no celebration for me... only study and study... I really have no confident that i will pass my 'o' level... Look at my result for my common test and Pre-prelim... It more worse that i think, no hope and dream.. My friend once told me, someone who have no dream is worst then anyone on earth... because they do not even have a colourful world in their dreamland... A world that belong to themselves, A place where everyone would hope to go after they left this world... Sometime i just wish i would just close my eyes and disapper from the earth, like my grandfather... I really miss him alot...

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Sunday, August 21, 2005
What is ' Friendship '>

I always have a strong believe that as long as we treat people with true heart, they will return you will true heart... But that only apply when you and your friend are still pink and innocent.. As we grow older, you began to see the real world.. It's no longer that colourful. Friend who appear to be your good friend seem to be nice infront of you. But at the same time, they can be backstabbing you.. As we grow older, friendship become so plastic. It so fake. the older i grow, the more i don't understand what is ture love. I really don't know how to different shape what is true love and what is fake. What the meaning of 'friendship' ? Is it just a word to describe the how strong the bonding between friend. Or it just a word to tell people that you are really friendly because you got alot of friend... I would prefer to choose the first one.. I am really sick and tired of the real world. Why cannot human be pink and innocent all the time.. Why do human relationship have to be so complicate.. If everyone were to treat each other will true love, will the world be a better place ? Everyone is rushing against time, would anyone willing to slow down and look around what happening.. people who are always rushing against time often negelct people around them... People always afraid of being lonely, because people will alwys give them a name called 'odd-ball'.. i really admire those people wha are not afraid of being lonely... Cause they really able to depend on their own and ignore how other people look at them... Me myself, i really cannot do it... There alot of 'why thing have to be this way, why that way' But i know that there no answer for all the question.. So i have to just let it be...

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