I had change into a new and unknown mi.. is it that the environment changed mi or what? I don't even know who am i now? i felt totally lost in this world when i am alone.. i don't feel comforting when i am alone now.. where has the strong and indepantant mi gone to.. i have turn into someone who bear grudge more now.. example.... i had a quarrel with one of my good friend, i find it hard to forgive her after the quarrel untill both of us cool down a certain time.. usually i would just forget about the incident the moment i meet/saw her.. the new and unknown mi really make mi feel uncomfortable..
Thursday, August 03, 2006
>Sian ar.. One week 7 days.. five days studying and 4 days working... no freedom.. sometime i reallly got sick and tired of my working.. but wheever i am feeling low, there will always be friend there to support mi.. Friends started to quit from work one by one.. Somttime i felt alone, really alone... when i first got into this school (ite) i felt really lonely... I even have the thought of giving it up, giving up all my studies and everything.. But now i have adapted to my current life now. But soon i realise that thing do not always goes smoothly like i thought... if there never set back, i will not be able to grow up.. my relationship with my friend got better as days goes by.. Guess all i need is time to adapt into this new and unknown environment.. For the first few week of being in ite.. I really have to thank my Npcc Friend.. they are always there to support mi thought that few week of adapting into my new school.. They are always there to lend mi their hearing ear to hear my boring suff of how lonely i am in the school... I just like to said "Thank alot, FRIENDS" you guys have been a great friend and also my moral support this few year, throught my 'N' and 'O' level.. Thank Guys!