Monday, August 28, 2006

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Finally, I started my unpaid leave.. so happy ! Get to rest on wed, friday, thursday, sat and sun.. Yes ! However my relief don't end till i finish my exam at 13 of sep.. cannot wait till that day where i really can sleep like a log whole day.. haha.. I am so stress with my exam.. pray hard it will not be too difficult.. Cause it my first exam in ITE.. hope to pass well.. and i really feeling quite happy now, cause my birthday coming... Haha.. anyone who read this must remember to give mi a presnt hor !

Friday, August 18, 2006

Counting to Sep>

Mi now in my School using school com to surf net.. Thinking of having to go work afetr my school ended really destory my whole day mood. Specially knowing that lots of the poly ppl having unpaid leave this few week.. So i will be really board to death working this few days.. Really hoping that days will pass fast.. Can't want till the month sep arrive.. That is a month full of thing Happening.. Fistly, It the start of my unpaid leave at C4.. 3 week leave, next is my test period when i will end my first sem of my course and taking up new topic on accounting.. Thirdly is my Friend leaving singapore for a tour to don't know what country la.. Fourtly, it The week of my holiday coming.. It started at the second week of sep.. And it time for mi to rest and spend my time with frez.. (making up the lost time with them).. Lastly, Most important of all.... IT MY BIRHTDAY... MY 19th BIRTHDAY !!... Oh man... looking forward to it..


Sian !
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Sian.. This whole week i have to stay back everyday to do my CCA project.. Have to get it done by sep.. Have to do it for 2 week and see the result be4 applying to the whole school i guess.. what post survery, pre survery.. i know got alot of survey la.. Then still have to go work on wed, fri, sat and sun.. Still have to find time to do homework and revises.. Still finding time to rest this week, Guess only thursday i am free after all... finish school at 3.15.. CCA ended at 5.. reach home at 6.. And got stright to my bed and fall asleep liao.. tml will be a long day and a long weekend.. Sian ar !

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Sorry, i Don't mean it>

i don't mean to be mean to someone.. specially to someone i don't really know.. but i just my habit which cause it.. I am someone who just love to sleep, anyone who call mi when i am sleeping will get some irrated answer like 'don't know la' 'don't ask mi' 'what ever la' and i wil always be the first to put down the phone.. but today i did it in a more irrated ways, a more mean ways.. that person called mi on the phone when i still asleep.. i am surpose to be there at 7.50.. but i overslept till 8 am when she start callinng mi on the phone.. she was asking mi nicely where i am but my reply was 'i still at home' in a very soft tone i guess she did not heard mi so she begin to ask the second time. This time i got irrated and answer ' i still at home and i am having a mc, ok' and i put down the phone before she can reply mi anything... it really mean but i don't mean to do it.. this thought of my action really trouble mi till i wake up.. i just wanna tell that person that i really sorry for not appearing and also for my rudeness.. but i don't know that person , even if i know, i don't think i have the courage to said 'i am sorry for what i done and what i said to you'


A new and unknown mi
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I had change into a new and unknown mi.. is it that the environment changed mi or what? I don't even know who am i now? i felt totally lost in this world when i am alone.. i don't feel comforting when i am alone now.. where has the strong and indepantant mi gone to.. i have turn into someone who bear grudge more now.. example.... i had a quarrel with one of my good friend, i find it hard to forgive her after the quarrel untill both of us cool down a certain time.. usually i would just forget about the incident the moment i meet/saw her.. the new and unknown mi really make mi feel uncomfortable..

Thursday, August 03, 2006

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Sian ar.. One week 7 days.. five days studying and 4 days working... no freedom.. sometime i reallly got sick and tired of my working.. but wheever i am feeling low, there will always be friend there to support mi.. Friends started to quit from work one by one.. Somttime i felt alone, really alone... when i first got into this school (ite) i felt really lonely... I even have the thought of giving it up, giving up all my studies and everything.. But now i have adapted to my current life now. But soon i realise that thing do not always goes smoothly like i thought... if there never set back, i will not be able to grow up.. my relationship with my friend got better as days goes by.. Guess all i need is time to adapt into this new and unknown environment.. For the first few week of being in ite.. I really have to thank my Npcc Friend.. they are always there to support mi thought that few week of adapting into my new school.. They are always there to lend mi their hearing ear to hear my boring suff of how lonely i am in the school... I just like to said "Thank alot, FRIENDS" you guys have been a great friend and also my moral support this few year, throught my 'N' and 'O' level.. Thank Guys!