Thursday, January 18, 2007
>Haix... wanting to tell one of my teacher that i wanted to quit her CCA but i was afraid that she will blow her top.. starting she only got 6 ppl in a group and she got 2 group.. but one of the group quit before us.. which mean leaving only us the only group.. My CCA is to think and think and think.. Killing my brain cell everyday.. Haix... doing a project one after another without stoping.. then from 6 to 5 ppl.. and now mi plus other 2 ppl are quitting.. which left only 2 ppl.. and this could not form up to a team.. however, they don't want to quit as they do not have a CCA and they hope to get a CCA to get into poly.. Can any one tell mi what to do ? haix.. at the same time they are my friend who i hang out with.. Haiz... what to do ?
Saturday, January 06, 2007
>yesterday, i just got back from my camp.. it was quite a boring camp.. The only exciting part is at the begining where we went off to pula ubin to have trekking. it was fun and exciting, walking into muddy soil and having fun trying to avoid the muddy area but end up make more mess.. haha.. climbing to the top of the mountain and looking down at a lake, it was really a nice and beautiful sight.. having lunch using mestin and cooking our own, remind mi of NPCC camp and food... and being chase by dog was really funny thing.. never walk into someone else house, just stand outside of the house and ask.. you never know if there a dog barking and running out to chase you.. back to the camp, which is in aloha changi. the boring thing started.. first day was still all right.. second day was a real board.. eating breakfast, then rest, then brefing, then lunch follow by resting then preparing bbq, after that we bbq and eat till our fill, then rest ans sleep. then next morning eat breakfast then off we go home.. nothing but eating and resting most of the time.. however slacking whole day, the moment i reach home, i drop dead on my bed.. my bed really better then anything.. haha.. school reopening soon.. time to study hard, enough of the playing during holiday.. haix, i still at holiday mood.. what am i goin to do ?
>On tuesday was my last day at carrfour.. it was normal till i started to be alone on the bus back home.. it was quiet and lonely.. I started to hate the feeling.. Last time, i always love that feeling of being by myself after work.. But that day, it seem that the trip last forever.. Tears of sadness fall down my cheek.. Never had that kinds of feeling before.. Maybe too much memory for mi in this company.. make miwhen its time to sleep, i could not fall into dreamland.. first time i need a radio to make mi into sleep.. last time i always find radio noisy and irrating.. But now it my source for falling asleep.. suddenly, i hope that date will always be 1 of january.. However, memory are memory.. first time when i close my eyes, i saw lots of ppl.. nazz, shar,, din, ray, yi hui, shirly, jenny, charlene and ahmina and lots more.. These are ppl who stay in my memory. Although the working time and customer suck, However, the end day always something we looking for.. song and jokes that fill the air.. Thank carrfour for hiring mi and accepting my rubbish excuse when i late for work An toarting mi when i am having mood swing. Thank to ppl who always there puting on a smile to cheer mi up when i feeling low.. memory in carrfour are too much to be hold.. It time i learn to let it go..
