Wednesday, February 21, 2007
>Out of 21 days this month.. i can said that i only been laughing or happy on 4 days this month.. Really happy or laughing out my heart.. What had happen to the other 13 days? i not sure.. haha.. what am i thinking now i don't even know myself.. what borthing mi? why cannot i laugh out loud everyday like i use to be.. today shall be last day to be unhappy.. I want to be happy and smiling everyday from now on.. haha
>Today, i suddenlt realise that y i keep getting hook by my tamagotchi. When i first started playing it, all the people around mi ask y i still play with it? they ask in a funny way is it that i got no childhood that y i still hang on to playing it.. I just give them a wide smile and said mayb because i don't know the answer to the question. But now i suddenly realise the answer today.. It because i was afraid of being lonely.. having it by my side is like having a friend there for mi, playing with mi when i am feeling lonely.. They are stright forward and easy happy after you play with them.. y cannot a human be like them? where that old mi gone to? i started to expect more from life now.. i just wanna be that happy, easy going and a simple minded person i use to be.. a person who is happy with what she has in her life.. when i am small, my dad told mi that there a black and white world.. there a clear line between it.. But now, it seem that the line getting dimmer. there no clear line between it..
