Wednesday, September 12, 2007
a place to cry>There no place to hide.
To allow me to cry my heart out.
I can only hide at the bottom of the pool
my tear merge with the water
my crying sound turn into bubbles
No one saw me crying
No one heard me crying
The best place for me to cry out loud.
But i cannot stay in the water for too long
i will soon be out of breath
But i can comfirm is all my sorrow
had become bubbles been blow out of my mind.
as i got out of the pool
what you can see is a new me.
Dream...>I love to sleep. because i love to dream..
i dream of a dolphin, and me hugging a dolphin.
Swimming in the deep crystal clear ocean blue.
one round after one round, one round after one round.
till the ocean become soft, till both of us are tired and fallen asleep.
All this can only happen in a dream.
Only in a dream, it can be so beautiful.
Poeple who we don't see>we strech out our arm, to surround the huge tree. using the lenght of the 6 of us.
And when you look at one angle, you can only see the 4 of us. You cannot see the other 2
The other 2 are cuter then us, but too bad you cannot see them
we can hear them giggle, but too bad you are too far, you cannot hear their laughter.
the other 2 people behind us, we always pretend that they are not there.
It happen in life too. those who are behing us supporting us and encourage us.
we always pretend that they are not there or choose to ignore their present.
sometime, i do overlook.. Do you?
I just wanna go home>Wheni first enter primary school, to start my knowledge of life, i just wanna go home.
When i had a fight with my friend in school, i just wanna go home.
When i am scared, angry or afraid or painful, i just wanna go home.
When i feel tired or having fear of something, i just wanna go home.
i don't care how people look at me or how they think of me, at long as i back home.
I know i am safe..
When i am helpless...>Standing on the shore of the beach, wearing my favourite tee.
The brezze was so stong. the wave was so huge, the tide was so high
i wanted to jump into the water, but i did not wish to get my tee wet..
my cap was blown away by the wind, staring at the deep blue ocean,
staring at my favourite cap, the wave has took it far away from me.
I could hear her voice calling me, calling for my help.
But i just stood there, staring at it and do nothing.
the sun were so bright and the breeze were so strong.
And my tear were soon evapourable by the hot sun.
Soon i realise that in life, this is just the begining
when something happen, there actually nothing i can do about it.
But luckily it all started off at a beautiful beach.
>when i was small, i heard people keep saying that they wish that time would stop at the moment. I was wondering y would they want time to stop, i rather time go fast so that i can end school early, can go out with my friends and shop. or go stright back home to play com. But as i slowly grow up, i realise y they said that. i really wish that time would stop at my secondary school life.. My secondary school life was the most colourful of my life. friend bonding and fun behold everyday. As we grow older, the burden we had to carry evenly become more. sometime, it too much that we end up hiding from real world. People around u come and go. Some has went off to a far awayland.. into a place that does not contain burden. Life change alot when u grow, so does people around u. Don't expect people to remain the same, and never blame them... It the cause of enviroment that cause them to change so that they can adape to the world surrounding them. If time were to stop, Where would you want it to stop?
