Thursday, August 28, 2008
>i was happily e-maling my friend when i overheard this song on the com of my working friend... and that song remind mi of him... 'he said that the song was a favourite of his for his ex.. suddenly i ask myself, i thought that u had forgot about him,,, what happen to you adeline...' 'there no fansty on this earth... it just a dream and u had really slept enough.. it time to wake up... last time, i wish to spent all my birthday and each of every day with him.. but now i wish to spent it under a broad dark blue sky with lots of star above mi.. well, like i said, it all fantsy that hardly will come true.. how to find so many star in singapore, especially on my birthday... keep telling myself tml going to be a better day and i hope so..
Sorry guys if i were to let any of you all feel disappointed or angry about mi.... i never done anything in my life the right way.. and i never live up to anyone expection of mi.. i always have to let people clear away my mess for mi.
If one day, something has happen or befall mi, hope it will be a good thing cause lesser trouble for everyone.. haha.. i think too much about going away so soon... think i watch too much show on tv that show the beautiful side of the other part of the world.. haha...
guy, it really your misfortune that you all get to know mi.. really...sorry...
Friday, August 15, 2008
>After such a long time, i decided to start blog again... feeling kind of moody.. really don't know y i don't really look forward to my birthday... Got this new job.. people here treat mi very nice and kind..
Thing will change... nothing remain unchange, so does people.. My wish for 21... 'is to forget every single memories of past, only remain present.. Starting from today onwards.. ' sound like
a stupid wish right ?
living each and everyday life in a busy and tired mood... this is the best way for mi to lead everyday.. go home drop dead on bed.. wake up time for work... maybe that part of the reason y i like to sleep till evening time on sunday if i got nothing to do.. another reason will be tiredness..
Mp3 is my best friend.. accompanying mi every single day without fail and always entertain mi.. music is my world... i realise that u can never ask mi to step out of the house without my mp3 with mi... cause that the time i will feel really lonely.. Hp don't know y i don't really care much now.. cause i don't wanna anyone to find mi when i am at my down moment.. Because i don't wanna anyone to see mi cry expect myself...
