Wednesday, October 29, 2008
>Everyone will change.. it just depend on how fast or how slow.. maybe she change too fast or maybe we are too slow. i really don't know. 'friend forever' does this word really exist in this world? once the other party change too fast or too slow, there has to be a gap. it all depend on how long can we still hold on to the gap. but when the gap is discover, thing turn ugly. y can't thing ended up with a nice ending. a nice small black full stop.
TIME TO PUT SELF BEFORE OTHER. maybe i will feel better. even though it look selfish but at least i protect myself from getting hurt by anyone ba.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
>Lots of thing have been happening so far. feeling abit down.. anyway i went to d and d yesterday.. and guess what.. i won the 7th prize.. but great thing is i don't even know what is the 7th prize.. think can't be anything great.. haha.. cause the first prize don't look attractive.. and the door gift is a bar of carrfour 80% noir chocolate which expire on nov 2008.. 'great door gift'.. and the whole enjoyable part is the games part and the last one which is disco dancing.. other then that, the mc really cannot make it,, almost fall asleep.. but the best food is the chicken rice.. great.. it really very nice..
chinese has this saying ' walk one step, watch one step' really hope for a smile now.. but i believe i can make it.. it just that i really don't know when only.. to some people, they might think it irresponisble if u ignore the problem. but something, it good to take a breath of frresh air, walk down the shore or let other had a chance to take over.. ignore don't mean don't care.. it because i just need a breath or break.
Listen to the song 'Take a bow'.. really great song..
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
>feel kind of depress yesterday... maybe it was oct 13 ba.. i guess.. i was thinking alot these few day.. does fairy tales really come true? does it really exist?
those who found their fairy tales.. they are really lucky..
these few day i had alot of thought.. not only about myself but also about my friend.. something it really hurt u to see your friend getting so sad or depress but there is nothing u can do to help them..
all of us have spent alot of happy time together.. anyone of us,,, no matter is with any of you friend.. but once something happen.. maybe just a problem.. every single happy memoories are delated.. we don't bother about the past happy memories but only remember what the other party has done to us.. is this human behaviour? is this the world we are brought up from ?
i really wanna help everyone.. but it not always within my abalities.. and i couldn't even cross my own barrel.. not to mention helping other..
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
>I hate to go into friendster.. cause when ever i go into it.. and i saw him picture.. my whole came crashing down.. almost 1 year but i cannot seem to forget his exist..
Started on 13 oct 2006 ( friday).. ended on 7 nov 2007.. first kiss on bus 88 second floor 5 row from the front..
I thought i could just forget about it like other matter.. just fall asleep and wake up a fresh the next day.. but just this matter that i cannot forget..
Y .. y is it so hard to let go ? almost a year.. but i just cannot forget it..
wanted to tell you i miss you.. but i will not do it.. don't want u to suffer because of mi.. don't want you to be sad and disappointed with mi again..
hope he happy with his life now..
Friday, October 03, 2008
>i really feeling very down.. good!! think i on the way to getting back mmy old self.. keeping thing inside and pretend nothing have happen and keep smiling and act blur, act stupid.. great! on the road to recover.. haha.. what am i doing.. just waiting for every year, every month, every day, every hour, every mintues, every second to pass by.. that all..
something in our busy life, we forgotten to said thank to someone who has done us a favour. Or we tend/hope to get grain from someone else but forgotten or don't intend to return the person a favour or good deed.. we refuse to do anything that will be a disadvantage to us or refuse to help if it out of the ways.. some of them even if it on the way, they just pretend it out of the way and refuse to help.. somtime when u do someone a favour, are u having this thought that the person will return u a favour next time when u need it.. i can tell you is ' this thought only happen on a few people.. it A FEW, and only this few will return a favour.'
