Saturday, November 08, 2008
>Really don't know what i am doing, what i want, how i feel... there too much secert hiding in mine.. feel like exploding.. i can only cried alone at night, wanna said out everything.. but it all meant to be a secert.. it really hurt to keep a secert.. how i wish time will turn back.. but now i can only live with it..
Forgetting it or hiding it? please guys.. at least i am trying to be happy.. does it matter if i forgotten it or trying to avoid it? at long as i live each day with a smile.. right ? i admit i am avoiding it rather then lying to u all that i forgotten it.. but i really cannot do it.. so guys, let just pretend i forgetten it.. ok?
let assume that my life does not exist age 19 and 20.
wanna go escape theme park to really have fun and shout it out loud.. but i know u all don't really wanna go.. so it okie..
