Friday, April 03, 2009
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i am really tired and worn out.. tired with the world of expectation of mi.. worn out by everything.. i try to keep telling myself in the mind that i will make it, and i am happy. hoping that i will fell better abit.. and i can tell u it really does help.. if your mind decided to be happy, your mood will be happy.. but somehow or sometime, flashback keep coming back.. but i are trying.. trying hard to be happy.. really trying..

# posted by @d3lin3 | 6:21 PM | 0 comments


Thursday, April 02, 2009
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one of my friend once ask mi what will i do if i knew that i only have one day to survive.
my answer will be i 'i will irrated each and every one of my friend so they will be angry and piss off with mi' and on my funeral that day, no one will appear but that does no bother mi.. at least there will not be any tear or sad face found in my funeral. i wanted everyone to be happy..
sometime if i know i irrated or get my friend to be unhappy with mi, i get really sad.. i just want everyone around mi to be happy, even at the cost of mi unhappy..

# posted by @d3lin3 | 12:58 PM | 0 comments