Friday, June 19, 2009

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think i really lack of sleep.. losing my level of patient real fast.. doing all this, is it worth in the first place? finding time for friend? working hard for family? fighting for a unknown future? i really don't know.. sometime i can just broke into tear, without any reason... when i look down from my window, i have thought of jumping down.. thinking how will i feel when i jump down? before i land what come to my mind? what does it feel like when i going in a increase speed downward? negetive thought going throught my mind.

Learn something in the process of growing.. the word 'PRETEND' getting quite use to it. i will soon master the skill..