Tuesday, May 25, 2010
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I really surprise at how i react to certain situation. I felt so unknown about this person within mi. Th reaction has proven to mi that i had grown mature over the time, but it also proven that i start to learn the real world. A world that only care about yourselves, not other.
If i can choose, i might as well choose not to grown up and live with my thought that might not even bother mi at all. I grown so far away from what i expect myself to be. i don't want to.. But the world is turning mi into. In order to fit into this small tiny world of theirs.

'NUMB' is the words to descripte mi now. I numb to thing. Maybe that y i did that action of it. To choose to run away from problem and avoid getting hurt. Who will trigger my thought and make it light up again? i am in search for it, But mean while i only left to keep on going numb about thing around mi.

# posted by @d3lin3 | 9:38 AM | 0 comments


Wednesday, May 12, 2010
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Yesterday when i went work, a look of scan through, i saw 2 cashier worling. Sup doing counter and service counter. I ended up doing POSB due to cashier have thing that she need to rush home. I saw cyn and 2 other friend of mine yesterday. Kind of miss them right now. Miss the time where we use to fight and work together. Having fun and enjoying our work to the fullest. Miss the time that spent with them.

Really wanna take some time off from my work and life. Enjoy a few fun day with friend to relax. When was the last time i really had a good laugh out with them? can't even remember it at all.. Life really pull people apart. Busy with our life and manageing the shit out of it can be reeally hard. But without my friend, i really don't know what going to become of mi.

I am really surprise with the changes in mi. The enviroment i been in has create a grown in mi. A more mature mi. Making realise that sometime, thing just meant to be this way. The normal crappy mi will soon be exist.

# posted by @d3lin3 | 10:06 AM | 0 comments