Sunday, April 03, 2011

a change?>

start to love my blog, it a place where i am throw out my thinking, my feeling. it seem to be like my hearing ear. whenever, i am feeling down it always there.. there been quite alot of changes these few month.. change my job, qui carrefour... i'm quite suprise there a major change in me. not sure if any of my friend realise it.. last time, i been quiet a quiet person regarding my thinking or feeling. But now, i blow up most of the time. not really blow it up but i just speak out my feeling without going throught it in my mind before i said it out. sometime, i knew i hurt someone with that comment. but thing can't be deleted. i can pretend to delete it by saying 'i'm sorry' but does it help? touch your heart and ask yourselves this question? if u are the other party, can u forget everything and pretend nothing happen? so do you find mi a bastard now? i always answer thing without thinking much. But there a question post to mi by my friend that kept mi in thought till today.. at least for 4 month now.. it a direct translation. the question is ' what do you live for? ' living for a freaking 24 year but i never seem to know the answer. till today till now, i'm still searching for the answer..