Sunday, June 26, 2011
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The emptiness in me, it getting bigger. I can help to ignore it.. Somehow, somewhat it affecting my life, the way I view thing and the percentage of me opening up my heart. Before I realize, it was already shut once again. Work is the only solution I had to stop these negative thought.. Keep going, u make it through fine.

# posted by @d3lin3 | 10:37 PM | 0 comments


Wednesday, June 15, 2011
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The feeling has change. Maybe it was always far away, but I kept lying that there no gap. They change the outlook of my room. The way thing were place make mi feel that i was push to a corner. My space freedom was limited. I kept my mouth shut. Maybe i was extra. Maybe 4 is better then 5. I was so worn out of life. But no one seem to be bother. True, i was nothing to them.

At work, i felt that I should wait till green light is given then I do it.. But their thinking is that I should help no matter if boss gave green light or not. But I left nothing but pride. If that was destroy, then what do I left?


The communications between us was getting lesser. We no longer can read each other mind. Guess what ppl said were right. The environment can really change us. You were busy with ur work and him. There no communications between us. Good for u that u found your world.. Hope I found my too..

# posted by @d3lin3 | 12:22 PM | 0 comments