Friday, August 26, 2011
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Feel like a lost child. Not sure what I want and where I want to go. Sometime, I just feel like talking to someone. But my mind went blank the moment I think of name to look for I just feel like crying out loud. But I will not allow my tears to fall infrint of friend. But I not sure of myself and my confident level to manage my own life. I don't have a direction at all. Everyone around me seem to know what they want, where they want to go. The gaps between us is getting bigger and bigger. Reading each other thought seem to be v far away. Can anyone tell me what to do? Where should I be heading to.

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Friday, August 05, 2011
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mind was in a mess, that y i decided to a long bus back home to pounder about thing. But the more free time i had to pounder, the more scared i am.

I once had a convesation with my friends, talking about baby being born and those thing like puting a pack of things on their heart. She mention that was because when we were born, we were secured in our mother womb with full protection, but when the baby was being remove from the womb, they had no protection on their surrounding, that y they are easily scared. I keep thinking abt it, was that the reason y i must always have my quit when i was sleeping. Cause it make mi feel safe in it. Was it really true? What has scared me that cause sure a must for me?

The promise that we make, the thing that you use to said. It no longer hold. It totally different. Maybe you and i change. maybe i becoming more pretty or jelouse about your life.

As the bus journey goes on, it had travel to some part of singapore that hold memories, about everything i had in my past life. Joy, Tears Happaniess & Sadness. I thought i had forgotten it. Nope, i just hide it. The childhood memories when i was a kid. Hope it not a hinder as i grow.

the bus rode pass to geland serai. I feel like going down and buy some great food. The first time i came was with 'Cynthia'. It was quite an eye open for me.. Great food, great thing to walk around and nice lightening.

Then i came to enous, the place that we want to get something and that our driving licence... But i think that not coming true within this coming year. Or maybe it has been long forgetten..

At last i arrive to the hougang interchange. I saw my ex colleague. It was a great short talk with her.

A day with all mixed feeeling within it. How great can it be. but who to share beside the beauty of internet..

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