Tuesday, June 26, 2012

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everthing in a mess.. one thing after another.. not sure how long more can my mental last.. tired everyday to work.. how i wish thing could end soon.. one mistake after another.. when did i start hating this job? i lost count of it.. it a drag to appear to be good and enjoying when the truth is that it not.. sep, can u kindly arrive fast.. it might be a new begining for mi.. cause the thought of it will start working on sep..

Monday, June 25, 2012

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my mind and my life seem to be in a mes.. i really don't know what the meaning of my life.. everything i do seem like a wrong thing/action. living on a meaningless life.. the thouht of a full stop to my life has cross my mind several times.. and i don't closing the chapter and never open it again.. really worn out.. i really lose, to myself, everyone and fate.. i toally give up.. can i close the chapter now?? please..