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I just got back from school at 5.45pm... Me now sitting in front of the computer playing games.. School has already started for 5 days, but somehow, i felt that there a empty feeling inside me.. Still remember the first time back to school after school reopen at term 3.. Just me alone walking down the street toward my schoool all alone.. stranger around me, hoping that there will be someone to walk down with me.. someone to talk to me on the way to school. When i reach the school, i wanted to join my class quickly and greet all my friend a 'good morning' and 'welcome back to school'. But i suddenly took back the idea cause i don't really like to greet someone which i am not really famailar with.. i mean those close talk friend that type.. I found out a truth is that i just cannot bland on with them.. My thought and their is different.. I am unable to open out my world for my new friend to enter.. I am still very depended on my own batch friend.. When i retain in secondary four, i tried to avoided my friend in secondary five cause i don't like the feeling of being look down.. But when i found that i needed them, somehow i felt that the distance has already drift apart.. Too far apart for me to reach for them.. staring at my handphone waiting for the whole day for anyone to message me.. But the whole day, my phone seem so deadly silence.. and my family always came home late, so when i reach home, i be facing four wall and hearing silence.. Slience on the way to school, back from school make me felt that i am all alone without anyone by my side.. In fact i quite a shy person who don't really enjoy talking to a stranger or someone i don't really know very well.. That why until now, i still haven really able to bland into my current class.. But i really thank to all my friend who have help me all along thought my retain years.. Thank
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