Friday, November 17, 2006

Freedom>

hiax... mi now using my school com to blog this post.. really slow le, my school com.. Today don't know y just feel so happy, maybe because of something that seem to be better... haha.. get back my test result today.. I only got 85 mark.. idiot.. thank to my stupid and classless mistake.. i should have memories the thing be4 i get into the exam class... haix... anyway, i thought of something which i ahd memtion on my last post.. To give up something so that i will be having enough energy to do more thing.. I guess that will be my working job.. That problem i willl thought of it later when the time ripe or when the problem really occur.. i beem getting more tired lately... stress or not enough time to sleep? i will know it when i have relases one of the responsibilities i been holding on.. maybe too much responsibilities then i am capable of really tired mi out.. Holding on to 2 CCA.. holding on to the top few in class, holding on to my job.. it mot as easy as i thought it was.. staying attentive in lesson or finding time to do my homework is alrealy a hard thing for mi.. not to memtion having 2 CCA and doing the project for THE SCHOOL.. it really stink.... i am only 19.. I want freedom... i just wanna enjoy life.. that all.. i don't wanna regret when i get older and cannot do the thing i like anymore...