Friday, January 04, 2008

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Everyone of us are human.. everyone of us has feeling.. i am also a human, i am also a ordinary child.. sometime, i still need my parent attention.. my past exam i score 60 plus.. after that i really study hard and i improve to 78 mark... my friend improve from 70 to 75. my teacher was like so happy that she improve. i really try very hard...but y can't my teacher notice it.. and when ever i free, sometime, i help my mum to clean up the house.. and she never said anything.. when my brother or sister help out, mu mum will make a comment or notice it.. y god? i also a human, a child... a ordinary child.. even if i look strong on the front, but every human has a weak side.. i also need people to priase or encourage mi to keep mi going.. i need attention too.. last sat.. it was raining cat and dogs.. i did something stupid just to get my parent attention.. i too a ride in my bike and got myself drench.. rode for about 1 hour to 2.. then i return home, it was empty, with only 4 walls... i switch on the air con.. hoping to get sick and seek my parent attention.. and guess what.. my parent did not even realise that i rode a bike in the rain.. they did not even notice that i am sick.. they thought that i catch a cold because the air con was too cold.. great! ! guess i wasn't that important after all.. people always said that without 1 person in the family, it will be different... but they don't know that it did not apply to all family... not at all..
if i were to be gone... 5 years down the road, how many people will ever remember that i exist in this world before?