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feeling quite sick today.
Past few day, the result for my counselling skill is out and guess what i got a 'F'.. REALLY DARM IT!!!! seriously i do care abit of my result but maybe not that much. Because i am a sore loser. i really put in alot of rather abit more effort then other. but how come they can pass and i can't. that my first thinking even before i get an answer to why i fail. BEACUSE of my assigment. Really stupid of mi. i am a real idiot. save it in mirsoft 2007 instead of 2003 to 2007. but one thing i am unhappy is that why cannot they tell mi that they could not open the file. why must they put a 'F' and require mi to ask them myself.. What if i so STUPID and never ask????? Then it means that i would fail the module. And pay that $150 to retake the test when i could had pass it in the first place. Even if i retake the test, i would fail. Because they could not open my assigment at all... But overall because i am a sore loser. Seriously.
I choose to switch off my phone or even not replying call or message because i just wanted to be alone. and the great thing is i learn to make up excuse of why i did not reply call or message instead of telling my friend that i just want to be alone. Because sometime, you just want to be alone but don't want your friend to know what happening. i don't want to grap any attention on me. I just want to lay low profile. But if i don't answer call or message, my friend start getting angry at me, without any choice but to lie. Certain thing even if you tell your friend, to what extend can they help??? How long can they be there?? sometime, i just need to be alone cause certain thing i got to sort it out myself. nobody can help mi. It can inner thought or inner conflict that hurting me. i need to solve it myself. Counsellor can only assist you. friend can only give advice. But only mi and myself can solve or had the power to control it.
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