Tuesday, January 12, 2010
>Each and every of us just want to have a place for us to vent our anger on. I hardly talk to my parent. sometime i just felt that my job suck. I was always wondering why am i always doing all the job.. why other can relax but not me. They ask mi to help to serve water to patient. They said that they are in need of people. But why are they sitting in the office having breakfast or rather a cup of coffee and joking when i was slaving up there help them like a IDIOT!!!.. y??? Why does my work seem endless when other seem to have nothing to do ? I wanna vent my anger somewhere.. I hate conflict.. So in then end i can only suffer alone in my heart. Keeping my thought all to myself.. Maybe the part of the reason to my my tears is easily trigger. If i were to complain to my friend, normal answer will be 'quit la'.. who doesn't want? Everyone has time to go out for lunch. and even time for a cup of coffee and sit down to relax together. But mi ???? i even need to being my rice bowl infront of my com so that i can do and work together. So that i can complete the work in time. This job SUCK!!!
I depend on my music more and more often to keep me going.. It help mi feel that i am not alone. who doesn't know that ear piece hurt your ear drum? but what can i do without it?
Expecation is a bench mark for improvement. But it also a point to get hurt. So does promise.. Really hate the words promise.. Maybe i don't believe in promise anymore. When promise is being broke, it hurt and it never recover. Like if u were to use a axe to chop down a tree, after sometime, you decided not to chop it down. No matter how hard u try to take care of it, Giving it all your love. It wil never recover the mark that being chop. 2 time that promise is being broken. i know it wasn't any one fault. Maybe it just my own childish mind. Perhape it telling me that it time i out myself in my own world and shut down everyone around mi. It time to do it..
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