Thursday, January 28, 2010

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I went off working full time job and a part time job. It quite tiring for mi. I thought of saving tha amount for my master degree and future studies. But think it going to take mi quite a long time. Soon i will have to pay my housing loan with my CPF. it does not affect mi now as there no use to my CPF now. But thinking that my family cannot even support themselves really tired mi out. I really envy those parent who can support their kid to studies. But my cannot. I can only depend on myself to do the job.
I am 23 year old now.. it time i be abit more mature in my thinking. There really lots to worry in a adult life. thought like is there enough for the electricity bill?' 'Is there enough for the whole family to be alive keeping them well feed and studies?' 'is there additional wages to be going around?' alot of thought come in mind. A parent will try way to save for the kid.. Mi? i tried all the ways to earn to keep my family going and myself going.. I don't mind giving up few hour of rest time just to earn additional money. But a human need support to carry on.. How much longer can i hold on? i try my best to hold on till i really drain out.. but i don't give promise guys...