Thursday, April 22, 2010
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There really alot more to explore in this world. Thought to pounder about, thing to learn. Sometime, it just depend on which angel are you staning at to look at this problem. Being denfinsive is a way to protect yourself, some people look it as to push the blame far away from them. Or trying to hint that they got nothing to do with the problem. Maybe that human nature.

I use to said i hate people who backslach other. But are we sure we never do it before? I think that i am walking more toward the evil side of mi now. Being a two headed snake. Sometime, i did not mean it but it seem that word just came out of my mouth. I did not choose it but it just came out. I want to said 'sorry' but it really hard for mi to open up and said sorry to the person i said the words out to just because i did it out of angry.

Life is fair, you gain something, but somewhere, you lose something. You might know it or you might not notice it because it no longer important in your life. Just liek a family with alot of money, The parent is busy earning money for their kid and also chasing the important in life like statue and lifestyle, That they forgotten their primary goals like a happy family having a day off to enjoy pinic or kite flying together. I keep chasing into the dream world that i want to creat for myself that i neglected friend and family. Maybe i was just jelouse of other family or rather my own sister for having a great bonding with the family. I did not have much common with them, it really make mi feel left out. But once i step a step into pursing my dream, i afarid to let it go. Afraid of losing all my powder that i got. Maybe that the reason i choose to hold on and ingore the primary goal of being with my family and enjoy a day of relaxing out together.

# posted by @d3lin3 | 11:27 AM

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