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It friday! it suppose to be fun and enjoyable.. but it children day tml.. what do i have to remember of children day?? nothing.. only bad memories. memories of family? nope.. childhood friend? yes.. kind of miss my ex neighbour.. she was like a big sister to us.. she was there when we needed her. She gaves us present on our birthday, at the same time she suprise us.. that the only memories i had of a kids.
Growing up in a enviroment that you got no one to believe but yourselves? not even your family or friends? i admint i kind of believe 2 person in my life. that him and another of my friend. But i was afraid being too close and opening up my world. was afraid getting it destroy it again..
Sometme, seeing her face, the angry anf frasted face. It make me depress.. was really blaming myself. nothing i done was right. Afraid of getting close but also afraid of losing it. I had nothing in my life except friends.. If i lose them, i really don't know what becoming of mi..
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