Tuesday, October 19, 2010
>totally lost my mood today!! nothing for mi go smoothly.. nothing at all.. no one seem to notice a change in my tone at all.. no one..
'You ask me what was wrong, i reply with a smile nothing. But i turn my back and reply everything. ' I don't need you to understand my pain or sadness. I just need abit of attention to show that i am still being care and bother by someone. that all i ever need.
cannot believe that my parent mix up thing i like to eat with my sister. Guess they only remember my sister and brother. My sister don't eat prawn. I eat any seafood, and further more it my favourite. the order taker ask if we want prawn. My dad said it okie, cause only him and my mum take it. i was stumble with words.. nothing came out of my mouth. I shut it up. Like the way i shut my world up.
Thing wasn't going smoothly at work too.. got a scolding for a number of thing. thing that was not my fault. thing that i should be responsible for blah blah blah.. till i lost track of it.
wanna get drunk to get thought away so i will not felt that hurt i am feeling inside.
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